Guilty conscience...

Its really shockin how time flies by so fast...one minute your back in oweek having a blast with newbies in college,no worries in your mind whatsoever, no studies to do...the next minute...your stuck in your room wondering how the semester flew by, with me slacking again...and the thought of...is it too late...lingers in your head...

Well, thats what i have been feeling lately...Finally broke the news to my mum yesterday, told her that i have failed one of my sub...concepts in software developement. She asked me why...and i told her the truth...that i never attended classes...that i never did bother attending classes and all...and this was what she said...

To do the test, or go to classes and fail...that is still understandable...but not to even try...now thats wrong...

And i guess...she is absolutely right... I never really tried...

Whats even worst...is that...she took it well...of course...she is sad and all..but she didnt get angry at all...which was what i was hoping for...for her to get pissed. At least it wouldnt make me feel so guilty as i feel right now. Think its a thing that parents do...they do know how to switch your guilty conscience plug on and make you feel even shitter than before.

Ah well...as for now...all i have to look forward to is my exams...wouldnt say im trying super hard...but im putting in the effort...bit by bit i guess. And the rest...well...we will see i guess...